I felt my soul shutter as the first strike hit.
then I felt my self fall as he hit again. such a broken form in this shell could not hold.
so many nights left in the silence as the rain pours down.
what was so hard to understand that i needed you there for me. endless torment. the shattering hate that pounded within. couldn't over power the suffering.. i just wanted to be .. together.. but you could never understand. nor would you ever try. so i am alone. with out you.. so alone